my room has been revamped, thank god. all the stark whiteness was driving me insane. now i'm going for a French bistro look. all i need now is my bookshelf and a nice rug.
i'm working on distancing myself from my roommate. we have really nothing in common to begin with. why attempt to save such a flailing relationship? if things don't improve, i'm gonna consider moving out.
the man i love has a girlfriend. it's Facebook official. this fact puts me thru unmentionable agony.
i plan to go visit Larry in California either spring break or during the summer. returning to my home state will be refreshing and amazing. i can really appreciate it now.
i don't know what i want for the future, but i know what i want right now. i want to finish my story. i want to put my shelves up. i want Tom to be mine. i want to live in Chicago for a year before moving to England permanently. i want to be passionate again.
that's what i'm missing. passion. excitement. enthusiasm. i'm so tired and annoyed all the time. no more. i refuse to grow up and accept misery. i will remain delusional and happy.
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