the dawn of another man-hating phase

i'm not in a great mood. sorry for the shitty-ass "poetry" in the last post, but it was the most "artistic" way i could vent my frustration that day. now i'm laying it out on Front Street. i'm furious with men. really, one man, but the anger he instilled in me reminded me of other men, so men in general, feel my wrath. 

why is it that when a girl makes in known that she likes sex, all respect for her goes out the window? i don't understand the translation. what is it about a woman being in touch with her sexuality that makes guys think that she's just up for it all the time? it's like whenever i blatantly state "i just like sex," i become this robot with a readily-lubed vagina to every guy who hears it. 

apparently, when i said and made known to my boyfriend at the time that i simply liked sex, he became of the idea that i was as nonstop horny as he was. while i do have a healthy sex drive, i don't want to be jumping bone(r)s 

every chance i get. my ladydish gets sore, and sometimes i just plain don't feel like it. 

unfortunately,  when i turned down my boyfriend all of five times in our relationship, he seemed unable to comprehend the idea. hence would begin an hour of whining and guilt tripping and relentless humping until i got so annoyed that i would fuck him just so he would leave me alone and let me sleep. 

i was with him for 5 months, and broke up with him about 3 weeks ago. keep in mind that i've been really kind to this dude throughout this entire breakup, much kinder than i rightfully should be. and this bastard actually texted me yesterday asking for sex. seriously. after everything that's happened, after we've broken up, after i've moved and told him that my mother will cut me off financially if she finds out i have anything to do with him again, he actually has the balls to try and persuade me to fuck him.

wow. 

seriously, if any guys out there are reading this, tell me that there is some hope for the human male, because all my experience in that field has been nothing but tears and total disgust. 

because of this whole ordeal, i've been convinced that i apparently come off as a complete no-holds-barred whore, so guess what? abstinence, bitches. i'm done with this game. time for me to be the virginal little good girl that i never was. 

my kingdom for vagina dentata.